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can you feel itthe quickness of my breathing, the pounding of my heart. it quickly jumps inside me, and never shall it part.
yes it took a while, i know it took it's time. but before i wasn't ready, before it wasn't mine.
and here it stays forever, here inside today. beating like a drummer , showing me the way.
screaming like a child, buzzing like a bee. bouncing like a ball inside, never shall it flee.
exciting like an ice-cream, yummy it will be. just like the holy spirit, for it has choosen me can you feel it
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timei'm praying for you to stop time Lord, so i can can forget everything but you. so i can read and praise your name Lord, so i can sit and talk to you.
i'm sorry i don't make the time Lord, the time that i can sit and pray. and read your great story Lord, just need one more hour in the day.
now i've been selfish my Lord, for not making room for you. you are the centre of my body Lord, and i will make time for you.
you watch over me every year Lord, every minute, every hour of the day. so if you just read the praters in my mind Lord. ev time
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lamp on a standunder a bed or in a jar, makes no difference, we won't go far.
we must be seen like a lamp on a stand, naked to god, there on demand.
no more secrets will even exist, but commitment should always persist.
he knows us all, why should we hide? he knows our feelings of those inside.
he knows each tought and every sin, every frown and every grin.
he will judge us, don't be afraid, don't be scared and don't be dismayed.
for he will forgive us for our sins, and forget our bad beginings.
so lets be like a lamp alight, lamp on a stand
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like a patchwork garmentLike a patchwork garment, You knitt me together. Sewn different pieces, Like cotton, linen, leather. Each different patch
Is a part of me. Everyone hand sewn, By your majesty. When i have a rip, And in need off some repair. It's always your hand, Who gives some loving care. You know me back-to-front, And also inside-out. If i feel far away, I just need to shout. A needle and a thread, Are always on the go. Repairing all me sins, For i just need one good sew. like a patchwork garment
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ListenI'm right here but you never listen
Yo eyes start to glisten
Wonderin why I havent talked to you about yo situation
But like I previously said
You never stop to listen
I talked so much
But you never stop to listen
You try to condemn me
Just cuz you didnt listen
Did you really ever stop & listen??
When I talked to you softly
My calm words which solves problems
Solves everything that gave you problems
But you Never Listened
Or heard me speak
Inside your Listen
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There You WereThere you were Whispering in my ear Yet i did not listen You yelled louder and louder But i chose not to listen I wanted ur help But I rejected you You set me free
Yet I managed to become enslaved You gave me your hand But I didnt feel like grabbing hold I fell and fell but somehow
Im still in your arms and there you were
Loving Me, Unconditionally I've disobeyed, created something not me. I've deceived you , denied you, I lost focus in you,
stopped and wondered were you real? Yet there you were Amazingly , Loving Me, &n There You Were
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Standing With YouStanding With You 1 December 2003
Your love reaches to the heavens. And here I am, Standing undeservedly in your presence. How can I speak? Yet you listen, Lord. My sin was ugliness, And you gave away your clothes. To a dead man. I'm in awe of you.
My love doesn't compare. And yet you wait, As I stand, undeservedly in shame. Your gentle voice. My heart cries out, Your righteousness ever piercing. Covering my dirty soul. Bringing new life. I'm in awe of you.
Your love reaches to the heavens. My love Standing With You
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Thu Jan 20, 2005, 1:44 PM

hi everyone
i have some news, me and craig have broken up, hence why i werent at college on thursday, i was feeling a bit under the weather. we r still friends and im feeling really far from things n god so ne prayers r encouraged, i may seem happy if u see me but its probably a mask to hide what i really feel, i tend to do that, n dont b surprised if im moody randomly, im sorry if i do that n nething that i say thats the slightist bit nasty or nething, i dont really mean, sorry. love u all even if i dont show it.

bye love cool beans

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~darkblizzard Feb 8, 2009, 8:51:26 AM

LOL everyone should see this ... it's HILARIOUS just Click here

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I say! It appears to be a poorly etched rendering of a gentlemen's whoopsie!

~tezzrexx Aug 4, 2005, 9:30:18 AM

You should come on DA more!

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~BigAce Jul 25, 2005, 12:53:08 AM

Prayer is wat u need and will pray u will need to open up and recieve and dont be so hard inside to not recieve from others.Show ur emotions just dont take it out on someelse .God loves you.He will never leave u hangin

~BigAce Sep 15, 2004, 5:26:45 PM

hey beans i have yahoo messenger and aol messenger my name is"christlindz" on both thx

!clockworm May 3, 2004, 7:34:32 PM

well emily james, i hope you find the happiness you seek. once you get there, look out for me, cause i'll be happy too.

~BigAce May 3, 2004, 1:39:37 PM

tommorrow will come a new day beans dont wake up mad and sad just cause ur hair looks bad ur toes aint trimmed but look at it a different way that u are still alive instead of the ones that died Jesus didnt plan ur life to be full of sadness and prince charming would come get u in sum years u start being that happy beans today and see how ur life can change immediately because i think beans are cool so are u

U so beautiful beans

~cool-beans May 4, 2004, 11:11:32 AM

aww thanx, but i found most my happyness, but sumtimes feelings rub on on to me from other ppl so im a bit

sumtimes, and ive found my prince, if u read 'my forgotten past' it was about him we went out ages ago wen i was bout 14/15 and now were bac together, been together for bout 8 months, n im in love.
wot do u think about homosexuality? (soz bit random but ill explain later)

xxxx

cool beans

remember jesus loves u